Alone here at the Moment

As time flies in front of us, I feel so down. I don't know why but this strange feeling bothers me every single night. I don't want to assume about certain things but I think I've fallen now to an unending large hole that traps me inside and I can't really fin my way out. My feelings are all mixed up now. I don't know really why I'm like this. Birds are high above the sky but look at me; I'm bigger than a bird up in the sky but I'm like a small man here on the ground, waiting for something unexpected to happen. Many are hurt. Many died. Many suffered and many gave up. I won't die but I'll get hurt and I will suffer but surely I won't give up. JUST passed by.